Yeonmi Park has told
the harrowing story of her escape from North Korea as a child many times, but
never before has she revealed the most intimate and devastating details of the
repressive society she was raised in and the enormous price she paid to escape.
Park’s family was loving and close-knit, but life in North
Korea was brutal, practically medieval. Park would regularly go without food
and was made to believe that, Kim Jong Il, the country’s dictator, could read
her mind. After her father was imprisoned and tortured by the regime for
trading on the black-market, a risk he took in order to provide for his wife
and two young daughters, Yeonmi and her family were branded as criminals and
forced to the cruel margins of North Korean society. With thirteen-year-old
Park suffering from a botched appendectomy and weighing a mere sixty pounds,
she and her mother were smuggled across the border into China.
I wasn’t dreaming of freedom when I escaped from North Korea. I didn’t even
know what it meant to be free. All I knew was that if my family stayed behind,
we would probably die—from starvation, from disease, from the inhuman
conditions of a prison labor camp. The hunger had become unbearable; I was
willing to risk my life for the promise of a bowl of rice. But there was more
to our journey than our own survival. My mother and I were searching for my
older sister, Eunmi, who had left for China a few days earlier and had not been
heard from since.
Park knew the journey would be difficult, but could not have
imagined the extent of the hardship to come. Those years in China cost Park her childhood, and nearly her
life. By the time she and her mother made their way to South
Korea two years later, her father was dead and her sister was still missing.
Before now, only her mother knew what really happened between the time they
crossed the Yalu river into China and when they followed the stars through the
frigid Gobi Desert to freedom. As she writes, “I convinced myself that a lot of
what I had experienced never happened. I taught myself to forget the rest.”
In In Order to Live, Park shines a light not just into the darkest corners
of life in North Korea, describing the deprivation and deception she endured
and which millions of North Korean people continue to endure to this day, but
also onto her own most painful and difficult memories. She tells with bravery
and dignity for the first time the story of how she and her mother were
betrayed and sold into sexual slavery in China and forced to suffer terrible
psychological and physical hardship before they finally made their way to
Seoul, South Korea—and to freedom.
Still in her early twenties, Yeonmi Park has lived through
experiences that few people of any age will ever know—and most people would
never recover from. Park confronts her past with a startling resilience,
refusing to be defeated or defined by the circumstances of her former life in
North Korea and China. In spite of everything, she has never stopped being
proud of where she is from, and never stopped striving for a better life.
Indeed, today she is a human rights activist working determinedly to bring
attention to the oppression taking place in her home country.
Park’s testimony is rare, edifying, and terribly important,
and the story she tells in In Order to Live is heartbreaking and unimaginable, but never without
hope. Her voice is riveting and dignified. This is the human spirit at its most
indomitable.
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